What I Really Want For My Birthday
So my 31st birthday is coming soon. For my very 1st year after hitting the age of frustration… the 30s… i still get to taste life at it’s ups & downs. It wouldnt be that much of a frustration if more of things have been going my way but even so, i still find myself getting more cynical & frustrated about most things. I am trying to get that sorted out befire i hit the middle ages though & i got t-minus 9 more years. Physically i find myself feeling tired more & my energy levels drain much faster now. I have to get into my system that i cant keep up with myself as much as i could a few years ago. I still am trying to work alot of things out & its is no great secret of mine to get a more regular routine of a schedule if possible - 1/2hr QT, 1/2hr practice guitar, 2 hours to train, 7 hours to sleep & 7 hours to work & 1 hour for me to read & research my stuff. That is something i would like to do everyday for a few years if i its sustainable.
Well but what i really want for my birthday besides the textbook answers of - Peace, Love Joy & goodwill to all men, women & children - are quite galatically impossible if you look at it. I have to be contented with what i have but still we should never cease to touch the sky because there is no limit. One of the things that gets me going is the phrase : Above Us Only Sky, a line taken from John Lennon’s "Imagine" so i try to strive for more improvement above nothing else. Life would always try to knock us off our block & really there are so many distractions. It’s a struggle & i cant help it sometimes but we just have pedal to the metal.
When my client asked me what i really wanted for my 31st birthday, without much thought i have to say (& no its not going to JB to zhng Mabel with a really cool bodykit, chrome rims & alot of other assortment of blings for the car), it would be tickets to watch Top Gear in their London studios & maybe get a chance to have a go at their track. A short trip to Anfield would be a nice addition. Statistics have shown that the average londoner spends 4 years of their lifetime in their car. Stats have also shown that the average motor-head would need to wait 19 years before getting tickets for the show.
On a more realistic note, what i really would like to see is to have my friends happy & to bring them together to chill out & know each other better doing the things that we all love that would bring alot of joy - & what better way than to have a football party at the Cage with a 6-a-side match between ourselves like in the nike advertisement where the 1st to 100 goals win along with lots of food & drinks. Of course, if i can skin a few players & score a bunch of goals & make the ball happy, i would be really chuffed.